so it turned out that i actually had to make my really important decision after all =\
everything is solved and i know it's a good thing that everything's solved...but i'm starting to hav doubts about my decision...
there's like a reel of "what if-s" going through my mind...and i can't seem to shake them.
i understand that i should just let things be now, but i can't help feeling that maybe they could be better.
i'll let you know if things change!
hope your lives are a lot less stressful than mine!
ttyl!
love,
iliza
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Friday, February 3, 2012
SOLVED!
YAY! turns out i didnt hav to make that important decision after all!!!
all is well (for now)!
i look forward to the future and what it brings.
i greet the imminent with an open palm and a smile =D
WELCOME FUTURE!!!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
all is well (for now)!
i look forward to the future and what it brings.
i greet the imminent with an open palm and a smile =D
WELCOME FUTURE!!!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
AHHH!
i have a very important decision to make. i don't know how to make it or if i even want to make it. people are pressuring me to go one way "down the road" and then the next minute telling me to go another way. it is all very confusing =[
i wish that things were easier. that my only worries were what color crayon to use, where to play on the jungle gym, or who to have a "play date" with. ugh, life is frustrating!!
i just want one solid thing in my life that i can be passionate about - just one thing, and i'll be happy =]
ttfn!
love,
iliza
i wish that things were easier. that my only worries were what color crayon to use, where to play on the jungle gym, or who to have a "play date" with. ugh, life is frustrating!!
i just want one solid thing in my life that i can be passionate about - just one thing, and i'll be happy =]
ttfn!
love,
iliza
shoulder update2
hey! i'm feeling a tad better =] under some pain medication...not workin as well as i hoped it would, but still, i'm healing =D hopefully, i'll be back in gym soon and my shoulder will stop acting like a bowl of Rice Crispies (snap, crackle, pop!)
wish me luck healing!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
wish me luck healing!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
shoulder update
hey!
so i'm just blogging to say that my shoulder is doing better =] i can move it much more now! also...i am typing with both hands!!!!!!!!!! i know - such an accomplishment. my shoulder is still a little sore but it will hopefully be better in a day or two!
i'll keep you followers posted =P
ttfn!
love,
iliza
so i'm just blogging to say that my shoulder is doing better =] i can move it much more now! also...i am typing with both hands!!!!!!!!!! i know - such an accomplishment. my shoulder is still a little sore but it will hopefully be better in a day or two!
i'll keep you followers posted =P
ttfn!
love,
iliza
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
i sorta kinda hurted myself
so last night i dislocated my shoulder.
i know you're probably wondering, "Um, iliza...how can u be typing?"
well, let me tell you my blogger friends...it is possible to type with one hand. it's tiring, sure, but very possible =]
it all started when my very good friend wanted to crack my back. so i got down on the ground, my stomach facing up, and crossed my arms over my chest, each hand on each shoulder (her instructions). then, i did this breathing thing, and all of a sudden, she pushes down.
now, i know what you are probably wondering now, "O.M.G. SHE IS SUCH A B*TCH FOR DOING THIS TO YOU!" but TRUST ME when i say she did NOT mean for what happened to happen. she is too pure for that she loves me too much to do it <3
okay...so she pushed down on my arms, which in turn made me push down on my right shoulder, and...well........POP!
my shoulder came off for three seconds and then...POP! it went back in (well, after i slammed it against the floor).
all was well, until the overall pain hit me like a ton of unrealistically oversized bricks. it was so hard for me not to cry in front of everyone (at rehearsal). once i was home i got some drugs inside of me and my arm, just like THAT (*snap*) my arm was a noodle. i went right to sleep.
all was well again, until i woke up. then the pain was terrible. imagine having to go through a whole day being a lefty when you had gone your whole life being a righty. i needed help bathing, putting clothes on, and even brushing my teeth. it was a pretty interesting morning in the Smith residence.
don't even get me started on school. is everyone blind these days? can they not see the gigantic sling attached to the right side of my upper body? because people just keep bumping into me, pushing past me, slamming me into the wall.
well, i don't want to depress anyone. good news is that i should be feeling better in two-three days =]
wish me luck on healing!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
i know you're probably wondering, "Um, iliza...how can u be typing?"
well, let me tell you my blogger friends...it is possible to type with one hand. it's tiring, sure, but very possible =]
it all started when my very good friend wanted to crack my back. so i got down on the ground, my stomach facing up, and crossed my arms over my chest, each hand on each shoulder (her instructions). then, i did this breathing thing, and all of a sudden, she pushes down.
now, i know what you are probably wondering now, "O.M.G. SHE IS SUCH A B*TCH FOR DOING THIS TO YOU!" but TRUST ME when i say she did NOT mean for what happened to happen. she is too pure for that she loves me too much to do it <3
okay...so she pushed down on my arms, which in turn made me push down on my right shoulder, and...well........POP!
my shoulder came off for three seconds and then...POP! it went back in (well, after i slammed it against the floor).
all was well, until the overall pain hit me like a ton of unrealistically oversized bricks. it was so hard for me not to cry in front of everyone (at rehearsal). once i was home i got some drugs inside of me and my arm, just like THAT (*snap*) my arm was a noodle. i went right to sleep.
all was well again, until i woke up. then the pain was terrible. imagine having to go through a whole day being a lefty when you had gone your whole life being a righty. i needed help bathing, putting clothes on, and even brushing my teeth. it was a pretty interesting morning in the Smith residence.
don't even get me started on school. is everyone blind these days? can they not see the gigantic sling attached to the right side of my upper body? because people just keep bumping into me, pushing past me, slamming me into the wall.
well, i don't want to depress anyone. good news is that i should be feeling better in two-three days =]
wish me luck on healing!
ttfn!
love,
iliza
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